I miss everyone

Well, today is Saturday, which is my rest day.  The last few weekends I have made trips to LA to help my sister who just gave birth to an absolutely gorgeous baby girl, and today I thought about heading up to LB to watch the Pans, but I decided to rest.

I miss everyone though.  BJJ has been back-burner lately, which I don't regret at all, but I do really miss seeing my BJJ friends on a regular basis.

On the other hand, the sacrifice is worth it.  My fitness and strength levels are improving.  I can do 5 pull-ups!  And I incredibly happy.  My focus on SWAT tryouts is razor sharp and I am glad I made the decision to funnel my energies to this goal.  It's necessary.  This is such an undertaking, and I knew back when I made the decision, I would need to jump in with all my might.

I feel so strange; melancholy and exuberant at the same time.


Train hard,

Dag

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